Stephay's World

A week of shopping spree

2005-11-07T17:02:00.000+08:00

Omg... I never knew my aunt and cousin can shop so much! We went to Times Square the day before yesterday. Wanted to enter ze theme park for the huge rollercoaster. I protested to myself and dared myself to sit it. Being a coward, i refused to enter when i reached the theme park. I hate it when my mom's right! WOW, the entrance fee was RM25 - slits customers' throat! And there're only 3-4 rides which are thrilling. The rest will sent you to sleep. So, we went shopping instead. Saw so many cute BLONDES!!! Never knew i like blondes. Used to think they're all dumb... as in "dumb blondes" xD

Owh, i feel so unlucky. When i was at Times Square, i saw this really cute skirt with a stylish chain hung from the front to the back... And had pockets - the skirts i have do not have pockets. So, i got all excited. There was size L and size S. No size M!!! I couldnt freaking fit in size S, and size L was so freaking BIG! *sighs* Then, i bumped into a nice 3/4 jeans. It was so darn nice!!! Again... It has size 27 and 29... No 28!!! Another bummer!!! So, i thought i would be luckier at 1u. Saw a really stylish top at Seed and Padini. AGAIN!! There's only M - darn big and baggy. No S!!! Almost started tearing... LoL. Same thing happened when i wanted to buy a really sweet top at Yishion. The pink size S has ran out. So, i bought the beidge one instead... ='( Now, i've lost my shopping spirit... I never wanna go shopping again. All the sizes i wanted ran out of stock... Sheesh... why do i have such common size... *sobs* There's only one good thing about it, i can push aside the problem of finding a job coz now, i have money... but cant spend it...

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Finally - 1 word says it all =)

2005-11-02T22:11:00.000+08:00

SooOooOoo... Went to one utama today with meh mom, for the 1st time!!! Only both of us went. Hah! Got to ditch meh bro! So happy, pest free for 3 hrs - good enough! We shopped like gilmore girls - *ahem* well, that was the 1st thing that came into my mind xD. So, we first crashed at Jusco to shop for my pesky brothers' clothes. I can't quite remember when was the last time I went there. They had a pretty bargain there. All the cute... I mean SUPER cute clothes... With discount up to 70%!!! Kid's clothing were nice. But the women's section was a total bummer!!! The material is rated C... C- actually =D Then, my mom came to this really nice Polo leather handbag. It was only Rm103. NOT BAD!!! Seriously!!! Then she couldnt make up her mind whether to buy or not. Then decided not to, wish she did... Coz she came home complaining, saying that she regreted not buying it. =.=' What a waste... xD Then, we went to ze new wing. Tons of people were there, aside from today's a weekday and it's not a public holiday BUT today's a day before raya. So, I guess that's why... Later, we went to Body Glove. Bought two t-shirts from there, a red and a white. That was the last two t-shirts i'm ever gonna buy from there. So sick of the same ol' design. The khakis there weren't that fancy. Bought my 1st three quater pants from Yoshion. LoL!!! With my height, it's so difficult to find a three quater pants. Either it looks too long or too short. So darn happy that i finally found one that fits and looks like a 3/4 pants!!! xD

After a long walk we stoped at Mak's Asam Laksa and filled our rumbling tummy. LMAO!!!! Not bad. Then i spent another RM12 on coffee at Coffee Bean ='( A long day short, we went home with a hole in ze pockets...

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Three Cheers Till The End

2005-10-31T14:58:00.000+08:00

Yay... I've finish the 600 pages of Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince! In only three days!! Well, this one is kinda dissapointing. Not as exciting as the 4th. The 5th was plunging near towards boredom. As for this, the 6th, is nearly towards the sleepy cauldron. But still, wasnt THAT bad. Sorrowful ending tho. Of all characters to eliminate. Yesh, one of ze main characters died - spoiler. Anyway, i'm sure one quarter of the world have already read it. Can't wait for the 4th movie to release - 18th November. I read an article saying that this movie has lots of violent scenes and foul languages. Kids under 12 are not advised to watch it alone. O.o!!! I find the actors of the characters sorta dissapointed. For example, the actor for Victor Krum and Cedric Diggory seems switched.And not to mention Cho Chang... The actress isnt as pretty as most of us expected. What the heck?! I'm blogging about Harry Potter. I'm going nuts!!

I'm still looking for The Sisterhood of Travelling Pants. I saw the movie, it was nice... So shweeet... But i heard the book is WAY better. So, i'm still on the look out to borrow it from someone. May wanna buy it, but after reading it... it'll be a white elephant lying there collecting dust. I wanna read Prozac Nation too. Knew all these from movies. =) Yeah, i know, what's the point reading if i've already watched it?? Ohh well, what the heck? I'm so darn free anyway... Once again, anyone who has any of these two books, let me know... =)

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Dive into ze world of ze Half-blood Prince

2005-10-28T20:00:00.000+08:00

Today's only the second day of holdays. Slow it seems. Started off the day with McD saussage mcmuffin. Yum! =p Was really stuffed. Then, I digged into Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince. The book started off pretty boring, then it drove into excitment at Hogwarts. Didn't quite like the begining. I've read 9 chapters so far. Started at 10.45 a.m till... well, till now... with occasional breaks. Now, my right eye is feeling a lil' blurry and my head's pounding... effects of addiction xD I'm really rushing to finish that book fast so i'll be able to read others, like the sisterhood of travelling pants - didnt really read the whole book, only read partly online. So, tempted to buy or borrow it from someone... still searching. Anyone has it, let me know - ;)

I'm still in consideration whether to go to 1u tomorrow. The M'sian Idol thingy. I wanna go shopping. Feeling the stuffy-ness at hme already. Then again, it's at night and I don't wanna see Daniel - big factor. As ussual I have transport problem, but some1 offered me a ride. So, I'm left off to persuade my parents. Leave the job done for the sweet lips. Fingers-crossed and off I go... xD and i shall continue fantasizing wizardry =)

****over and outz****

Benji vs Kelly ooos and ahhhs

2005-10-27T11:32:00.000+08:00

I'm sorta out-dated on this news. It was posted on VH1 (09.29.2005), i just heard it on Hitz.fm this morning and was shocked! Sweet Kelly Clarkson has something "bad" to say about someone... O.o

With the advent of the messageboard and the "band blog," opportunities abound for rock stars to talk smack about their contemporaries. There are so many poorly punctuated rants, ego-fueled back-and-forths and downright puzzling tirades floating around in cyberspace that in order for a burgeoning feud to truly get noticed, it's got to raise (or lower) the bar drastically and dramatically.

The whole mess started late last month, when in an interview with Entertainment Weekly, Clarkson made a joking reference to a beef between herself and Hilary Duff (a.k.a. GC frontman Joel Madden's girlfriend), saying that she'd like to "fight" Duff because she's from Clarkson's home state of Texas. She then added that she'd also like to throw Beyoncé in the mix, too, since she's also a native Texan.

Perhaps failing to realize that Clarkson was joking (even though the interview was in the magazine's 'Stupid Questions With ...' section), on Saturday, Benji Madden fired back at Clarkson with a catty entry in his blog on GoodCharlotte.com.

In the post, which has since been removed from the band's site, Madden got in a few shots about Clarkson's weight and career, while also giving props to his mom, replacing the pronoun "you" with "u" and spelling the word "sucks" with an "x." (hey... that's how we spell it too =D)

"My mom told me if I didn't have anything nice to say don't say anything at all, so I won't say 'Amercian Idol' sux, but it does make me laugh when someone like Kelly Clarkson disses someone like Hilary Duff," the post — as quoted in several punk blogs — read in part. " 'Cause let's not forget Kelly (BTW-Kanye West thinks u have a nice a--, I saw him look at it one time ... me, I prefer the more fit look), you were a 'contestant' on a TV show. Hilary made herself."

The post was long gone by Sunday, replaced with a message from Benji that read "Where did all my blogs go? O well," and concluded with a link to Clarkson's official site (listed as "#1 Ya'll!!!"). But Wednesday, Benji managed to get in one more passing dig, writing that he would be "making balloon figures of Kelly Clarkson" during Duff's birthday party at the Los Angeles club Mood on Wednesday night.

When MTV News caught up with Madden at Mood, however, there were no balloon figures or harsh words.

"Here's the thing," he said. "I heard that she said some petty things about someone I care deeply about, so I just made some petty remarks 'cause I'm a petty guy. Straight up, I'm from Waldorf, Maryland, you guys. Let's not forget that. You take shots, I take shots. I love you, Kelly — it's all good."

Well, maybe not all good. Neither Madden's record label, Epic, nor his management company would comment on the issue. And Clarkson has declined comment, though a spokesperson for RCA, her record label, who requested anonymity told MTV News, "It's insane. Kelly likes Hilary, and the [EW quote] was said in jest. In fact, the article says she was laughing while she said it."

I find this mess kinda childish... I mean, fussing over a joke. xD Well, i'm a GC and Kelly Clarkson's fan. BUT i have to say, i'm totally on Kelly's side. Owh well, they said it's all good... Fer now... *peace*

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Extinguish the flare, now that it's done.

2005-10-26T18:09:00.000+08:00

Owh so great!!! Today's the last day of school for the whole year of 2005. Next... *dun dun dun dun* will be form 3 in 2006. PMR... Horror! One whole year of relaxing ish gone! 2006 ish gonna be one hell of a yr. I'm just happy that afternoon session is over! An escape from the form 1's. At least for one year, it's good enough. We're gonna be newbies next yr. Or is it called freshmens? LoL... I don't know much about ze western-styles. Well, it was RKA today. Didn't go too bad... BUT, i bet my mom's gonna lecture me about my marks that dropped. I was forced to photostat a copy from my report book for my mom (dad went), by Pn Carolina. And the stinking office charged me for only 2 photostat copies. Blood suckers!!! And saw "Ang-y Bang-y" there. Had to take the change from her, coz ze pathetic office does not have any. *groans* Today ish a gloomy day. So cold! I think i'm gonna have a flu. I can sense it coming *sniffes*

So, I heard that some gals will be going 2 1u on saturday. Asked me 2 follow as well. And the MAIN reason they're going there ish because of Malaysian Idol. First thing that came into my mind ish==> autograph from Jaclyn Victor. Then it struck *lighting and thunder* ... Daniel! *faints* He would be the last person i ever wanna c. Most probably he'll be performing. So, i guess if i'm going, i better get my ear-plugs ready. Read an article on ze news paper abt him this morning (yesh, i read...) . Someone said that we "anti-daniel"(s) should give him a chance to show that he ish a "star"! No way... Not in a million years will i give him a chance. Well, not that it makes a difference... ANYWAY, he also embarassed Malaysia on 8tv quickie the other day. 4got when it was. Before the segment was over, Adam (did i get his name right?) asked "what msg would u like to say to your fans?"... he blanked out for three seconds (or so...) and said... "buy my new cd" *faints* no advice!!! And he's gonna represent Malaysia? *faints again* Gahhh, enough of him for today...

So, here comes ze holidays and here comes lots of food and sleep plus go fat fat fat!!!

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Another to Feed the Calm Soul

2005-10-20T14:37:00.000+08:00

Why Can't I? - Liz Phair

Get a load of me
Get a load of you
Walking down the street and i hardly know you
It's just like we were meant to be

Holding hands with you
when we're out at night
Got a girlfriend you say it isn't right
and i've got someone waiting too

What it is its just the beginning
We're already wet and were gonna go swimming

Why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
Why can't i speak whenever i talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that were gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
Whenever i think about you
Whenever i think about you
Whenever i think about you

Isn't this the best part of breaking up
Finding someone else you can't get enough of
Someone who wants to be with you too

It's an itch we know we are gonna scratch
Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch
But wouldn't it be beautiful

Here we go we're at the beginning
We haven't fucked yet but my head's spinning

Why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
Why can't i speak whenever i talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that were gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't i breathe whenever i think about you

High enough for you to make me wonder,
Where it's going
High enough for you to pull me under
Something's growing out of this that we can't control

Baby im dying

Why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
Why can't i speak whenever i talk about you
Why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
Why can't i speak whenever i talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that were gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
Whenever i think about you
Whenever i think about you
Whenever i think about you
Whenever i think about you

Blunt is pure

2005-10-20T14:24:00.000+08:00

Almost Here - Delta Goodrem feat Brian McFadden

:- Brian
Did i hear you right?
'cause I thought you said
Let's think it over

You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason

Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

:-Delta
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough

And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

:- Brian
I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me

Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me

:- Together
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

:- Delta
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough

And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

:- Together
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

:- Delta
But when I need you
You're almost here

:- Brian
Well I never knew how far behind i'd left you

:- Delta
And when I hold you
your almost here

:- Brian
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted

:- Together
And now I'm with you
I'm close to tears

'cause I know I'm almost here

Only almost here...

Lyric of the Day

2005-10-16T23:42:00.000+08:00

Life For Rent - Dido

I haven't really ever found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind
that your heart ain't exactly breaking

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent
and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

I've always thought
that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone
and live my life more simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
Cos there's really nothing left here to stop me

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive

If my life is for rent…

Judgement Day this way come...

2005-10-15T20:09:00.000+08:00

So here it goes... Exams are finally over. Not that my activities changes much. Just less studying... Or none at all! Still going online as often as usual. Even during exam week. I know, bad results are no one to be blamed but myself... Yada Yada. So, got back some of my results. So far so good... And I only know about 5 subjects. Not very satisfied abt my BM and Maths results. Got a low B for BM... as for maths it's a 90+ but still i dropped pretty badly and it's an easier paper than last term. So, i guess it shows that i was so lazy to practise... Spent the time online-ing. Heh! LaLaLa... Going to fail my geography. Hate that subject so much. Not much of a common sense paper, unlike what most ppl say. So, here's how i did my paper. Skip... Flip... Not sure... Skip... Flip... Not Sure... "Tembak". and if i'm lucky... IF... I might get the answer right. Which is one in 10mil chances. Gah... Just hope my position & percentage doesnt drop that much. It doesnt bother me that much if i drop, to think of it now. Coz' i know i WILL drop. Might as well be happy about it than depressed. Cleaned my room for 6 hours straight... Well, did take a break in the middle. My room practically looked like a bird's nest. Due to the exams i was so LAZY to clean it up. Books were everywhere... Owh well, it's raining over here. Feeling sleepy... I shall convince my parents to watch Flight Plan and shoo my bro from the couch. For NOW...

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Check This Out

2005-10-15T20:04:00.000+08:00

Click to see larger pic. =D

Hopes come true, wishes don't

2005-10-09T13:36:00.000+08:00

I read Reader's Digest about a girl who was bitten by a shark when she was surfing. She's only 13 when it happened. She lost her whole arm. AND still can surf with one hand. Incredible! Plus, after I read it, I turned on the TV switch to 8tv (there were no interesting shows. so...) and saw a show about surfing in Hawaii. There were hott guys, famous surfers and the big BLUE sea. =) So...

If I could, I would...
1. Surf the biggest waves in Hawaii!
2. Learn how to skateboard and enter the competition... and also meet Tony Hawk! *drools*

3. Tattoo my lower back...
4. Dye my hair bright red, YEAH!
5. Learn how to rollerblade
6. Learn how to skate on ice
Gosh... I don't know all these "extreme" stuffs except cycling... boohoo...
7. Take up drum lessons
8. Create a band... I wanna be de drummer... hehe ;)
9. Go for huge gigs and get famous like The Faders... (what? i did say IF I COULD)
10. surf
11. surf
12. surf

I am so inspired by surfing right now. =)

Click to see larger image =p

Lyric of the Day

2005-10-09T13:29:00.000+08:00

Photograph-Nickelback

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head

And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out

And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times

I wonder if It's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now that it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in

Oh oh oh
Oh god I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I have the photo album spread out on my bedroom door
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops seen us hanging out
They said somebody went and burned it down

Goodbye

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday weíd find out how if feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when

Oh oh oh
Oh god I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it

So hard to stay
So hard to leave it

If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom door
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me

Recent Fall

2005-10-01T20:57:00.000+08:00

Jon Bon Jovi

Birthdate: March 2, 1962

Birthplace: Perth Amboy Hospital, Perth Amboy, New Jersey

His family moved to Sayreville when he was 4.

Height: 5'10" Hair: blond Eyes: blue Parents: John Sr. and Carol

Siblings: 2 brothers: Anthony and Matthew

Wife: Dorothea Hurley (in 1990)

Children: Stephanie Rose (born May 31, 1993) Jesse James Louis (born February 19, 1995)

First Instrument: His mom bought him a guitar when he was 7 years old.

Past school: Sayreville High School

First gig: Rush, Heart and The Doobie Brothers; in Erie, Pennsylvania, 1975.

Past bands: Raze -- his very first band, originally called "Starz" Atlantic City Expressway -- a 10-piece R&B band he was in while in high school, that was when he was introduced to one of the band members, who later became a keyboardist for Bon Jovi, "David Bryan".
The Rest -- they got to open for Hall & Oates, Southside Johnny &the Asbury Jukes.
The Lechers
The Wild Ones -- While with this band, Jon wrote "Runaway" and Ray Willhard entered the song into a competition drawn by a local radio station called "Rock To Riches", the song was played all over the country. Jon was then offered manyrecord deals.

Acting carreer: Young Guns (1990) -- filmed in Santa Fe, New Mexico; Jon played a very small role as a runaway prisoner who got shot to death!

Moonlight and Valentino (1995) -- starring Whoopi Goldberg
The Leading Man -- did well in Europe but still not released in the U.S. Little City -- co-starring Annabella Sciorra and Penelope Ann Miller

Homegrown -- with Billy Bob Thornton and John Lithgow

Long Time, Nothing New -- directed by Ed Burns (She's The One), co-starring Laren Holly

Bon Jovi

Best long lasting rock band!!! Rock oN!

War of The Worlds - Spine chillin'

2005-09-30T15:38:00.000+08:00

So, i promised MYSELF i would study today. And guess what? I'm addicted to movies again. So, instead of digging into my sejarah notes, I digged into my whole pile of DVDs... all the new movies... I just watched War of The Worlds. Not very new, it's aged a month... It's spine chillinG!!! I can imagine myself running away from ze aliens and being zapped into ashes... The suspense is really there... scary in a way... u might not know, the end of the world is really like that... or worse?? Way cool. I like that show... Once again, a huge respect to Steven Spielberg!!! Well, i better start studying now... I've got sejarah exam on Wednesday... Next-next weds... Still a long way... But there's a lot to read. So, shall i get started?? Or watch another movie - Red Eye...?? I think i'll stick with option no.2

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What If - Kate Winslet

2005-09-30T10:57:00.000+08:00

Yes, Kate Winslet sings! And she's good at it! Love her voice... Well, this is the OST of "Christmas Carol" a recommendation to download!

Here I stand alone
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change

Well I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

Many roads to take
Some to joy
Some to heartache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change

Do you think how it would have been sometimes
Do you pray that I'd never left your side

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

If only we could turn the hands of time
If I could take it back would you still be mine

Cos I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keep on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
What if I had never walked away
'Cos I still love you more than I could say
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
We'll never know

creeps of amityville

2005-09-29T16:39:00.000+08:00

okay, so here i am blogging after watching a horror movie... ALONE! i dont what was i thinking! now i regret watching it, coz it gives me the creeps! it's called "The Amityville Horror", a MUST watch movie!!! It's abt a house at Amityville, well... it's haunted! A HOUSE!! It's abt possesion... and the phrase "ket'chem... kill' em" is really really chilly!! well, mainly i watched it because Ryan Reynolds acted in it! ^.^ creepy show! got a few jumps, and laughed at myself... a real challenge watching it alone, coz i'm such a coward! so, i got addicted... and forgot all abt studying sejarah... so, i watched Land of The Dead... stupid show actually... but the effect of blood eating zombies werent THAT bad... i'm still feeling the creeps! *shivers*

owh, and now... ALL HAIL Tim Burton!!! he rocks! he's out with another show The Corpse Bride! The Night Before Chirstmas rocks! Not to mention Edward Scissorshand, he directed (if i'm not wrong). I love his art! Creepy yet hillarious! Well, i shall post it and share =D

Oh yeah... and erm... this explains it all....(below) does not have anything to do with tim burton or horror =D

So LONG!!

++++Over and Outz++++

Why are Malaysians so deaf??

2005-09-25T13:09:00.000+08:00

Look at our two finalist for Malaysian Idol. So, comparing both of them... Who looks more like an idol to you??? (Well, seeing that malaysians vote according to looks and popularity)

My reasons why Daniel does not deserve that title (yes, daniel won... bleh)
1. He can't sinG! Yes, indeed... He can reach the high notes. But for crying out loud! Did you guys n gals listen to his singing? Or did you just mute his performance all the way and just watch his "cute" (urgh...) chimp character on stage???? This is what u should do. Go surf and download his performance of Mimpi and just simply close your eyes... Just listen!

2. If all u voters voted for him because he's cute... Then, you are so blind!!! What's cute about that yellow hair and his broken smile... I'm telling you, he's smile aint pretty at all!!! And, voters should not vote music over looks. Clearly u did... but i dont c what appearances Daniel has over Nita??? I just can't c it...

3. OK... here's what i think. Daniel has 1.2mil votes right? And Nita has patheticly reached 500k votes right? I read malaysian idol forum (yes, i'm so unsatisfied), there was this fan... her mom voted 300++ for Daniel. So, i'm thinking... Daniel has about 300k fans... And Nita has about 400k... BUT, those blind and deaf fans of Daniel rather waste their petty money and voted more than 300 votes... Just for a guy, who's singing is so bad that he still had pitching problem during the finals... Sadly for Nita, she has many fans... But most of them... well, clearly smart enough not to waste their money for friggin malaysian idol... And they might have given up for voting, knowing that Daniel's so popular among the girls.... (for no particular reason)

Alright, a friend told me that she's not voting for Nita because she looks tomboy... Here's the thing, tomboys: do not wear dress... Tomboy: do not look like a model... Tomboy: simple do not look THAT feminine... You wanna know who's tomboy? Daniel is... alright, it's not mentally possible for him to be a tomboy right? Coz he IS a boy. But its physically Possible! He looks like a girl trap in a guys body! He cries!! Boys dont cry... At least not all of them. Where are his men testicles?? If you look at him carefully, he really looks like a girl... So i think that its clearly out-of-ur-mind to say that Nita is a tomboy... Just because she has short hair!

They should not have Malaysian Idol no more... I cant imagine Daniel being a repersentative for Malaysia in World Idol... Not even Asian Idol!!! Malaysian Idol should have this rule - one Hp is only entitled to one vote. This will show how many fans Daniel has. But NO... seems that this voting thingy really gave malaysia a lot of profit... 1.2mil votes for Daniel alone only!!! I myself gave Nita 10 votes... and moral support... Bacause Nita deserves it so much more!!! and because i was so worried Daniel would get the title... which sadly he did...

++++Over n Outz++++

1.2mil blind and deaf

2005-09-25T12:57:00.000+08:00

GENTING HIGHLANDS: He was literally the little guy facing the odds during Friday’s Malaysian Idol 2 Grand Finale. But 23-year-old Daniel Lee prevailed when the nation(those blind and deaf lala muis!) voted him as their Idol.

Daniel, as he is popularly known among fans, beat 9,000 other aspirants and survived four gruelling months to become the second Malaysian Idol.
Despite appearing to be the underdog after Friday’s performance, the music undergraduate at Universiti Sains Malaysia triumphed over singer Norhanita Hamzah, 25, capturing a substantial 68% (1.2 million) of the 1.67 million votes cast.

“I am so thankful. I’ll do my best not to let you down,” (you've already did with your ear breaking singing yesterday!!!) said a visibly shocked Daniel when the results were announced.
The results ruffled quite a few feathers as Norhanita or Nita, as she is known on the reality talent show, appeared to have the edge after Friday’s finale.

Daniel’s win however did not come as that great a surprise. (yes, it was a surprise!!! well, not really actually... knowing that most malaysian lala muis are tone deaf.....and totally blind!!!)
For the entire season, he had proven to be a firm favourite with a loyal fan base that kept him afloat each week.

He was the only one to have successfully evaded the bottom three and was nowhere near elimination during the weekly Spectaculars, rendering him a strong candidate for the title of Malaysian Idol.
While he may have been overshadowed by Nita’s many years of performing during the finale, Daniel has shown vast progress throughout the competition, making him a worthy candidate, at least in the eyes of the judges.

“1.2 million voters can’t be wrong,” said Roslan Aziz. (but they are!)
“Daniel is a talented (yeah... "talented") singer and you can’t compare him with Jac (of course u cant compare that chimp with jac!!!). Daniel is a pop singer and that’s very healthy in a competition like this.”

SHOWCASE OF TALENT: Nita and Daniel belting out a song together during the ‘Malaysian Idol 2 Grand Final Results’ show in Genting Highlands last night.“There’s no right or wrong,” said Paul Moss. (there was wrong, no rights!!!) “We are trying to build careers and what we have seen is that Daniel’s fans are very passionate.”

This year’s competition saw the number of votes for the entire season increasing by 20% from last year.

On Friday night, Daniel rose to the challenge with confident renditions of Heaven Knows by Rick Price, Angin Malam by Broery Marantika and Mimpi by Pot Amir (sang this like a frog-the only animal which is oh-so suitable for him... coz he looks lyk one too!), specially written for the grand finale.

Over the weeks, Daniel had attracted a wide fan base with his modest demeanour.
He initially took just a two-week break from university, expecting not to get very far.
After making to the top 11, Daniel then set his sights on the top four.
His focus, he said, has always been on doing his best and learning as much as he can.
Nita, who became the frontrunner after delivering a power-packed performance on Friday, graciously conceded defeat to the younger and more inexperienced Daniel.
“We each have our advantages, ¨ said Nita. “And the result is based on talent.”
Daniel’s win landed him a recording contract with Sony BMG. (i think Sony BMG would wanna think twice... either way, they have no choice but to sign him a record... poor them!!)

Thank You For Loving Me

2005-09-24T00:08:00.000+08:00

It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when

I Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me

Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when

I Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe

Thank you for loving me

Night of Memories

2005-09-17T11:54:00.000+08:00

Last night was the night of memories... *sniffes*

LOL... ok, let's cut the crap... So, i went back to my primary school last night. Things still looked the same... Nth much has changed since the last time i went... Just the pond that was horribly painted! Saw meh old teachers... I think they hardly recognised me... But overall... it wasnt very good. The event was so DEAD compared to last yr or any other events... Heheh... bumped into my ex-crush... (yes i know... very naive) it was two yrs ago... He looks better (at least) wanted to get his contact... Darn shengli spoiled the first impression by giving childish comments... *death glares* Ended up, i missed it... He went home earlier than i did... so, didnt get his contact... OR his pic... Argh darn... Haha... no, i'm not having a crush on him again. Just didnt c him for yrs... Saw some unwanted/"random" ppl... Some ppl really changed... In sense of dressing... well, i guess i'll stop here.... Mood of blogging juz shut off...

++++over n outz++++

I want PLEASURE not PRESSURE!!!

2005-09-13T23:42:00.000+08:00

exams r coming real soon!! studying my head off... i feel lyk giving up soon. too much pressure...
last night was really weird... i was studying science in de kitchen (=D dont know why... cooling there i guess) then my dad came in to drink a cup of coffee b4 he went 2 bed (weird i know... habbit...) so, we talked n talked n talked... i found out that he has this "passion" for science... he started talking abt chemistry n physics... how he lyked those subjects but was just lazy to study that time... he started giving me extra info abt photosynthesis... carbon dioxide... yada yada... i was lyk WHOA!!! he really lyked science ALOT!!! well, too bad that doesnt run in my blood. i bladdy hate science... ended up we slept at 12.30 a.m. =.= argh.. i better get some sleep now... ciaoz

++++over n outz++++

Hold your head... And let it go...

2005-08-29T22:38:00.000+08:00

Whoot~! Rain's latest album is out in Malaysia... Kinda long ago ^.^ aiming for that now...

The album pic is quite cool ;)

Well, i started getting crazie over this guy after watchin "Full House" (Aja! Aja! Fighting!) I find SHK and Rain a very cute couple!!! It'll be great in real life ;)

Want these :-

Full House DVD
Full House OST
It's RAINing album =)

Haha... Yeap... I'm a great fan! Maybe goin a bit lunatic now =) But i have to say. This is ze best Kdrama i've ever seen... Better than Winter Sonata, Autumn In My Heart... or even Stairway To Heaven! Too much crying... This is juz perfect. Interesting love storyline with laughters!!! Juz... G.R.E.A.T!!!

More pics... LoL... yeap... i should get a life =p Haha... this is a perfect place for u to save SHK n Rain's pic for free =p

I think I - Byul

2005-08-25T20:56:00.000+08:00

I refused to believe that it could be so,
there's no way that I'm in love with you,
I lied to myself that it's just a petty jealousy,
that I must be feeling lonely,
but I cannot hide it anymore.

CHORUS

I think I love you
But it must be so,
Cause I miss youwithout you,
I cannot do anything,
and you are always on my mind,
so seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
but now I can see thatyour presence have delved deeply into my heart.

We are not meant for each other,
and being friends is the best thing for us,
there isn't a single thing we have in common,
so I claimed there's no way we can be lovers,
but I don't want to make excuses anymore.

repeat Chorus

why didn't I know that it was you,
why couldn't I see it when it was right in front of me,
it was beside me all along,but only now can I see love.

|:.It's RAINing.:|

2005-08-25T11:46:00.000+08:00

I'm currently crazie over Bi(Rain). I used to think he's gay-ish... and not that good-lookin... But after watchin Kdrama>Full House... I fell head over heals for him =) So, he isnt gay-ish after all. It's juz his character in that drama that's gay-ish. He's quite boy-ish & manly u know xD LoL!!! Although most of ya'll find him ugly or gay ish *hmphs!* I'm still a great fan of his ^.^ He's hott... A good singer and a GREAT dancer *whoot!* Catch Rain dancing [It's RAINing] on MTV!!! It's freaking HOTT!!!

Well, now abt the show... Full House... Such a lovely show =D It's a very cute show!! Really... those who have watched it will know... If you havent. Quick, go rent it! It's a great show!

Bi(Rain) and Song Hye Kyo make a good couple!!! Best couple ever ^.^

blurries...

2005-08-12T17:27:00.000+08:00

o.O school's canceled for another day... but the haze was gone xD haha! the air is a lot better today. I can finally breathe *angel sings* i almost passed out yeterday afternoon... =.=' it was so so bad... anyway... will post some pics ^^

This pic was taken at 4p.m yeterday. Bad-eh??

This was taken today at 4pm. See de difference?

Crap! i cant believe i'm actually postin abt malaysian haze!!! owh well... i was bored =.=' i shud stop b4 i go overboard... xD

++++over n outz++++

...the wind blows...

2005-08-10T23:05:00.000+08:00

Gahh... The haze is terrible here!!! I can hardly breathe... really... This sucks... *profanities* darn indonesians!!! Cant de malaysian government juz sue them?? *sighs* We living in a cowardly country... *whispers* Malaysia...

Today's aint any typical day... BUT the school seems lyk "we're gonna close down" condition. We "ponteng" class... Kinda lyk spoted by the afternoon head... She kinda lyk... ignored us! Not sure if she noticed, but it was kinda obvious! She was having a havoc herself... Many parents came rushing to bring their kids home... BRATS!!! Well, my friendship problem aint solved yet. Yesh, i have one... Very childish indeed... Stubborness too... No one wanna give in... AND... i have no idea what's the main cause! Coz they dont freakin care to tell me... You see, i find this really childish... Kinda lyk, IF you have somethin against me. So, why dont you come right at my face... Shoot any profanities you want.. and freakin tell me off.... But NOOO.... u wanna sulk and juz show it! Trying to make me feel bad? Is that what you want??!! I dont think u reached your goal just yet... Maybe i feel quite miserable rite now... the thing is... I'm feelin down becoz i dont know the freakin reason y u're doin this. And, yes... i DID ask abt it... didnt get the answer i wanted tho. I juz cant believe it... we've been friends for so many yrs... and juz a "small" argue, which i dont know the freakin reason this is happening, i juz find this... Childish... Why cant de world be open minded enough. So, i think if you dont wanna tell me the reason... why should i bother... Yes, i'm stubborn!! I guess i'll juz leave it as it is... *sighs* Things changed alot this yr... maybe cause' of our different classes... Most turn out 2 be 2-face (angel infront... backstabb bhind) Hard to face this in juz a flick of second... Things are changing too fast... ishk... now i sound dramatic... I'll juz stop ere...

++++over n outz++++

"Wake Me Up When September Ends"

2005-08-05T23:57:00.000+08:00

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again

becoming who we areas my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again

becoming who we areas my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends

Loving this song... it rocks... Greenday rocks... no... Greenday RULES!!!

Heavy-ness

2005-08-03T22:10:00.000+08:00

gah... this whole week has been floatin in de air... sad sad week... lost netball to green hse... *sighs* but nvm, we tried our best. it had been fun these few days... played netball-football-rugby-handball (combined in one) free rules. it was fun... but, i have bruises all over my leg now =.='! sad, didnt enter de finals. would have been fun! owh well... it's over... well, nth special happened besides lazyness n sleepyness... tired out! ZzZz well, i guess that's all for today's blogg... Owh yeah, thx nicole for ur comment abt too much details... like the time and all... hehe... i noticed... ^.^ well then, tata...

++++over n outz++++

Consequence

2005-08-03T22:00:00.000+08:00

Consequence – Kristin Sa

You were all things amazing to me
Made my life, gave me air I could breathe
Everything you take seems dried
I felt so innocent

I went crazy, so crazy for you
I gave my heart, lost my mind, paid my dues
Then when you pushed me aside
You took my confidence

Now I feel like I’m lost in this world
And I feel like I’m dying
And I feel for the life that we shared
But you made it all disappear
Love and its consequence

I walked back to this place I felt free
In my mind I’m the girl of your dreams
I refuse to realise
That you were an accident

I can’t blame you for not wanting me
I reclaim that there’s no guarantee
But you will not leave me behind
I have my evidence

Now I feel like I’m lost in this world
And I feel like I’m dying
And I feel for the life that we shared
But you made it all disappear
Love and its consequence

I give up my whole
Nothing’s left anyway
All these words that you spoke
Did you mean to say?
My mind’s worn out my hurts on display
Please don’t take your time
When you walk away (…when you walk away…)

That is when I feel like I’m lost in this world
And I feel like I’m dying
And I feel for the life that we shared
But you made it all disappear
Love and its consequence

Well, i finally typed the lyrics. I couldnt find it, so i listen and typed it out myself. So, it's not a 100% that it's the EXACT lyric. But i'm "quite" sure it is. Found out that it's so difficult to look for this lyric, i'm not a whiz. So, in favour of all those who love this song... EnjoY! Great song! Love it!!!

if u cant take it... cry... and i'll watch...

2005-07-28T23:06:00.000+08:00

well, i'll juz jump straight to de point. remember i mentioned abt our new english teacher miss IZ... nvm if u dont... well, i used to think she is... WAS sweet, understandin... and, well... good. and i gave her a lot of support seeing that she's trying her very best to catch our attention. BUT! she told other class... that our class is "boring"... WTF??! first thing first, teachers bad mouthin a class to other classes... wont get a chance to sleep on that very night! it's against the "class-act", so.. we found that humiliating... Pay back time. when she came in, we showed her the true meaning of BORING! we didnt cooperate... sang doo-da-doo-da... then she blasted... came askin us "do you have problem with my teachin" no.. we have a prob with ur bladdy mouth! surprisinly, we all sat down n kept quiet... this is the time when i wish i could turn back time... and do sth abt it! so, she was pissed at our group... and we kinda made the situation worse by not cooperatin more... so she gave up, asked her 2 write a comment letter to her abt her teachings! so, WE spoke our heart out... my letter was sth like...

to miss iszuraida,

firstly, i find your teachings alright. i actually prefer you over the other new teachers that came at the same time as u did. bla bla bla bla. i thought u are... WERE sweet and understanding because of our small age gap (she's abt 20++) but seems to me i was very wrong... very wrong indeed. you actually told other classes that we're boring while we are giving you full support. rumours fly really fast from classes 2 classes... bla bla bla bla... u must be wondering why we are suddenly so cold and un-cooperative. i was thinkin... why bother... if you have already made up your mind that we are "boring".blablabla... yadayadayada...

thank you... (ya rite)

*no name enclosed* (she didnt want de name =.=')

it was longer... sorta lyk writing an essay to her... gotta keep the english right... coz, she's an english teacher herself. i doubt there were mistakes (dunno la) the one above is juz a lazy sypnopsis...^.^ some ppl might find us sensitive that she juz called us boring... i dunno, i juz think that she needs to think of her self as far as a trainee onli... not tellin other classes that we're boring... that's the biggest mistake she did...

++++over n outz++++

:. never stop .:

2005-07-26T11:01:00.000+08:00

Run, run, run....
I shall not stop,
Never turning behind...
I shall not face the same again.
What would fate bring me to?
Full of shame and misery...
Filled with anger and tears
Showers me with endless desperation
To see the sunlight peer to peer
How could this be...
Falling deep down into
The black hole of endless darkness
Trapped... Leashed... Cold... LOST-
Who knows
I might never face life again
As I run and run and run
I stoped and look
It has only begun......

haha... as you see i'm very into poetry these days... My 1st 2 post arent mine... It's from a book "In a Dark Wood". BUT... this is mine... i know it suck. i cant seem to ryme some stuffs... so i tried to make a poem de old fashion way... not all poems ryme... rite?? ^.^ anyway... "enjoy" post some comments pls... wont mind if it's critics!

:. poor girl of misfortune...lay in misery .:

2005-07-26T10:53:00.000+08:00

My mother said, I never should
Play with the gypsies in the wood;
If I did, she would say,
Naughty girl to disobey.
You hair shan't curl,
Your hair shan't shine,
You naughty girl you shan't be mine.
The wood was dark, the grass was green,
Up comes Sally with a tambourine.
I went to the river-no ship to get across,
I paid ten dollars for an aold white horse,
I up n his back and off in a crack-
Sally, tell my mother I shall never come back.....

Dante

2005-07-26T10:46:00.000+08:00

Midway upon the jouney of our life
I found that I had strayed into a wood
So dark the right road was completely lost
How hard a thing it is for me to tell
Of that wild wood, so rugged and so harsh-
The very thought of it renews my fear!
So bitter is it, death were hardly worse.
But to explain the good I found therein
I will relate the other things I saw.

Attack of Ze MOTH

2005-07-21T22:18:00.000+08:00

well, today's like any typical day... except that it's totally crazie!! well, woke up early for bola jaring. dislocated my knee... kept playin until it went back into position. i dont know what i really happened... juz that i felt a lot of pressure on my knee then my whole lower part of my leg felt numb. almost died! but, it's juz training... guess that de real match will be a lot worst! my stamina was damn low... ran 6 rounds arnd de hall, then 2 rounds arnd de court. felt lyk throwing up... dying! *sighs* still feelin same pain in my knee... hope it doesnt swell... anyway, see de title. yeapz, that's what happened 2day... no spiders! yaY! well, practically there was a BIG moth on ze wall... was tryin 2 scare someone, so i shoved it 2wards her... but in ended up flyin chasing after me n landed on my hip... i'm not afraid of moths... juz got humiliated! =.=' well, let's talk abt wbs... it was fun 2day... we sang all kinds of songs... lame songs.. LoL... but then, it was kinda fun. to eat de boredom. and then, we went crazy... till de end of school! then went for tuition... and now i'm here instead of studyin science... AGAIN... yeah i know... nth much ^.^ eat iT!

++++over n outz++++

Blastin on Ze Wall

2005-07-20T22:37:00.000+08:00

juz gonna post a short one today. well, the day started normal... except that the fact that i suddenly felt like cooking for this weekend... went to de library for some recipies... and yesh, today's meh lucky day! found de udon noodle recipy. but nth special, normal stirr fry style... didnt have time 2 jott de pandan layer cake's recipy. i know, i'm going mad!!! owh well, everythin was floatin again today. lack of sleep. but tempted to stay up late at night. so, i'm to blame. started reading "heavenly man" today... whoa! now i'm stuck to that book! it's a great book. should have read it earlier! well, not 2 late anyway... hmMmM... waiting for de harry potter book. cant wait 2 read de 6th booK! to those who thinks harry potter is childish... *death glares* well, u're juz wrong! it's creative. and, yea i know... i'm not supposed 2 read that book... christianity thingy. dont worry, wont blend into it. juz readin for FUN... ^.^ anyway, back to school... slept for half an hour in CLASS durin science while teacher was showin de projector... borin... so fell asleep... then she started showing us funny clips... which de sounds n music woke me up... then i felt hyper after that... not to mention that i look lyk a psychotic person with messy hair after that! haha... darn, got bola jaring practise 2mrw n de day after... *yawns* now, i'm here bloggin... instead of studyin science... owh well... i better get started! ciaoz...

++++ over n outz ++++

Badapadapada.... ^.^

2005-07-19T22:21:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna have panda eyes... SOON! i'm partly having it already! so sad!!! i wont be having enough sleep for this whole week! yesterday (monday) duty... today, patrol meeting *sighs* well, i'll be able 2 rest for 2mrw... ONLY. then on thursday... bola jaring (boring *yawns*) and so is friday (boring *yawns*) but i'll do it... to help a friend... so kind of me! i'm so touched with myself *sniffes* =p and saturday, i'll have troop meeting *sighs* Anyway, let's post about today... woke up at 6.15 a.m. early again! went to school, met at scouts den... found de scouts den key at 8.00... hangout-ed outside for abt an hour or so... *sighs* then we discussed... finished quite early... then played... yeap.. played... ^.^ shhh! anyway, was pushing de chair (wheeled), having a "ride"! laugh... crap... n i screamed... there was a spider... yesh... i know... AGAIN! i can't stand it either! this one was BIGG! really, it really freaks!! cut de crap abt de spider... so... after all that fun... i ran out of energy... was darn sleepy! nth special happened after that coz everything seems 2 b floating n giddy for me... everythin was flyin and everythin sounded NOISY!! really noisy! slept in class for abt 10-15 mins... it was a free period... the only time i sleep durin class is science class in de LAB! i know, u must be wondering how i'm able 2 sleep there... i dont know either =D so... after that... bla bla bla.... missed Desperate Housewife... dad wanted 2 watch Aircraft Investigation... dadadadada... ZzZzZz.... that's all!

++++over n outz++++

Fucked up day!

2005-07-18T20:46:00.000+08:00

Gahh!!! Today's a phucked up dae... really... been in a really bad mood... well.. near de end of de day only i guess...so, woke up at 6.00 today (yea, i know... early eh?? ey! i'm afternoon session kay!) anyway... went for librarian duty. you know what?? such an embarassing event took place =p! i fell ON de stairs... right b4 i could start my "lovely" day! =memalukan= *sighs* got scratches on my right hand. Pity... monday's duty doesnt rock lyk last year's! =( well, i dont really lyk my probates this yr... except for mei shan and another... ^.^ nothing special happened... then we went for break.... yada-yada-yada... ate ice-cream... bla-bla-bla... then school started... *faints* blah, had assembly as ussual... it's MONDAY *in aussie accent* ^.^ aminudin came late... so we started late... bla bla... then 1st period was english... meh pweety pweety MALAY teacher that teaches ENGLISH didnt turn up... BUT... all meh classmates's ASSES were stuck on de chair... nerds =D no offense dude! except some of us... of course!!! then... geografi... wow... my teacher that didnt turn up for de whole week came with an injured toe *OHHH!!!* so, that's why... but what caused that injured toe?? "vegetarian rumour" (she's a vegetarian) she had no energy... since she's a vegetarian... so, she doesnt consume enough protien for energy to lift a hammer... bleh! so she dropped it on her toe... LaMe rite?? dunno who de heck came up with that rumour... =.=' well well... then recess... was damn hungry! owh yeah... b4 that... we saw a BUGG with silver ASS! yesh! silver ass!!! really! n it was bigg! must b hott... for buggs! =p then came cik susanita (susanthi actually, but i wanna piss her off =p) so anyway, no one bothered 2 listen 2 her.. she doesnt know how 2 pinch... she juz grabs de flesh with her fingers... n hold it thre =.=!!! i know, u dont get what i'm saying =D this is the part i started 2 get pissed off... i asked her for my komsas book and she ignored me... =Strike 1= ... fucking bastard thomas started singing "belaian jiwa" which is SO outa tune... no offense... a noise 2 meh ear... =Strike 2= and he didnt listen... continued singing another !##$*^*$^!@ song... =STRIKE 3= he's fucking dead... profanities started flying out... i threw my book flying at hiM!!! was so damn pissed... farking irritating... and then... the bad news strike... i have 2 wake up early again 2mrw for scouts disscussion or wtv crap... =.=! *sighs* so now... i gotta go catch some ZzZzZz...

++++over n outz++++

what was left behind...

2005-07-15T10:48:00.000+08:00

it's been a while since i posted... hmmMm... lots of stuffs 2 say ^.^ well... let's start

14.July.2005
hehehez... de day i've been waiting for arrived... meh burfday.. ^.^ well, nth special really happened... juz that i'm a yr older... =.=' i'm 14 now... old... anyway, got an MP3 player from my mom... finally! well, not exactly what i wanted... wanted a thumbdrive/pendrive (wtv) but she surprised me with an MP3 player + thumbdrive/pendrive! i was lyk... *pinch cheek* yeap... wasnt dreaming.. ze impossible that came true...!!! i was really surprised... well, finally she came up with a surprise after... lyk... so many many yrs! well, it's been pretty good so far... let's start with de mornin... woke up at 6.00 a.m. ate breakfast n went 2 school... netball practise... *sighs* depression... dun wanna talk abt it... luckily grace chee was there 2 cheer de situation up a lil' ^.^ then went hope... did NOT take a nap... didnt get de chance to. so, ate my lunch and went 2 school, reached at 12.25 ===> so freaking early!!! walked arnd school, went 2 de library... return a book (Vermillion Eye==> with lots of profanities.. yeap... de 1st i've ever seen ^.^) then, ppl started wishing me... threaten 2 pour water on me when school ends... *y did i go 2 school* well, classes started off as ussual... then it strike! it was english, we were making up a crappy story for essay.. havin a great laugh... UNTIL... tania pointed at de window (i'm sittin next 2 de WINDOW) i was lyk WHAT??? *paranoid* b4 i could turn 2 look... shengers (EVIL) shouted "SPIDER!!!" n reached for de window... and... natural-human-reaction............. i screamed.............. and there was INDEED a spider... juz that i didnt c it... n they laughed... =.=' yesh, i'm really afraid of spiders! 8-legged-freaks!!! well, after that things went slow n borin... then school ended (sry, skip de borin part) i really tawt they were kiddin abt de splash watter thinggy... darn alex came runnin after me with his nike bottle n splashed me... i'm not sure if de water was clean, so i went hme 2 wash my hair... my whole top was wet... was wearing baju kurung! then later that evening it started raining!!! had 2 go for tuition... wet my hair again! then nicole (ze gothic... slash fan) told us an interestin story =p n de guys laughed... (lame i know) then was borin again... LoL... that's all...

will post abt 2day when i have time 2nite... ^.^

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Lmao

2005-07-07T22:32:00.000+08:00

*cheers* finally somethin interesting happen today... have 2 blogg abt it! too fun 2 resist... ^.^ so... woke up at 6.15 a.m slept at 1.20a.m last "night"! so sleepy, woke up 4 netball trainin... boring!! (no offense sue, but netball is not my game... volleyball is...) anyway... not interested... but helpin a friend, so no choice =.= after that, went back with huge panda eyes... 2 hrs later got ready for school... didnt even get a short ZzZzZ *sniffes* 1st person i saw in school was mei xie n sue anne... n mei xie broke the news u have a bf... didnt tell me... after every1 else know.. *sobs* anyway... then went up 2 ze library... saw a FEW probates wrapping book while de other 2 were laying at de counter doin nth... FAIL ^.^ then... school started... entered de class with a smile... then... *mouth wide open* all ze gurls have paper bags... with containers... it was for KH *jackal effect* we forgot all abt it... n we have nth 2 cook... and we all panic... sue had 2 call her mom... ended up we have 4 pieces of bread... eggs... n 2 mini packets of boh-tea... pathetic rite? BUT... we did a "good" job... okay for a last minute thingy... while the others have de main course and great deserts... ohh... n we forgot 2 buy ze fruits... we tried 2 make tea with milk... falied twice... too dyluted... then, not sweet enough... bla bla... farney... we stole some stuff from de masakan room too... took plastic bags for ze drink, straws, planta, abt 10 mini packets of boh-tea... and raflia string (dont ask) =.=' other group even have smores!!! we got 2 eat ze chocolate after that ^.^ it was goooooooood... we tried plain speggeti... was hungry, so it tasted great... ate sarah's jellies =D *evil laughs* AND... when ppl were trying their own food... i had 2 clean up de place... mostly by myself =.=' anyway, this grace chee... such a sly dogg! act cute n helpful 2 every group... then curi curi makan other ppl's food... =.=' naughty... so we bullied her... took her shoe n made her chase us... *evil laughs* but the day wasnt over... darn win blew a sejarah book from de 2nd floor down in front of me... n i had 2 throw it up... abt 7 tries later... i made it ^.^ i know... abit dumb... y cant i juz climb all de way up 2 pass it rite? but... that aint fun! used up alot of energy 2 day... 1st netball.. then aiming for 2nd floor 2 throw ze book... =.=' went back 2 class... more food... tried sarah's speggeti with campbell's soup as ze sauce... nice... dunno how many ppl used de same fork... if one of them have aids... i'm sure 2 have it too =.=' 1st half of school was depressing... then after recess.. de fun starts... laughed alot! then, de day ended... had 2 go for BM tuition *sighs* cant miss, coz abt rm20 per day... de boys there were farney... well, at least they made de tuition less boring... and now, i'm back... blogging abt de "wonderful" day... with panda eyes O.O and... i'm gonna fall sick! YAY... yes... YAY!!! so... i have ze reason not 2 play netball =p sry vernz!!! juz lazy n bored 2 play ^.^ well, that's all...

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:.Tuna.: 2 cans for rm6

2005-07-06T10:32:00.000+08:00

well... well... well... it's wednesday mornin... *yawns* lazy 2 go 2 school... weather has been so HOT lately!!! anyways, postin abt yesterday... woke up at 8.15a.m. went out for breakfast... then ate again at 11.30... i know... i might grow fat that way... anyway, went to school... saw vernz at de prefect room... n we had 2 sell tunas... oh yeah... any1 reading this from tmn c... 1 can of tuna for rm3 only!! offer===> buy 2 for de price of rm6... i had 2 pay rm30 1st... or not, emmy's mom might chop us off... then we walked... talking abt ze problem... then school started... *groans* poor 2c... they had 2 change class with 1ix, which is on de 3rd floor... poor us 2... we have 2 go all de way UP durin WBS... but... there's a nice spot there 2 ponteng ^.^ well, basically all we did was talk... talk... ponteng... ponteng... durin WBS... nth special happened durin 2day's WBS... then at 3.00pm. ze teachers have a meeting *hurrays* we didnt have 2 face our BM teacher for ze whole 2 period! ^.^!!! fyi, she's a biatch... sulky lookin teacher... fun-sucker... ishk... so, we ponteng... again... durin that free period... yesh, there's nth better 2 do... my class sux! all they do is sit down.. YES... when de teacher is not arnd... their ass-es... r still STUCK on ze SEAT!!! and ... they STUDY!!! boring... no life... hardworking... yes... but no life! anyways... after that was recess... nth special happened either... so... i'll skip 2 PJK... *jaws effect* then came.... PN TAN *jackal effect* *screams!!!* she's so called saggy-ass... yes... indeed... her ass IS saggy... all she did was AEROBIC (wtf.. i dont care how u spell that) it's lame... her moves r lame... every1 is depressed durin her class... especially shengli... ^.^ so, we did push ups n sit ups... for de JPK thingy... this guy in blue (so called good in volleyball... who showed off so much last week... betting that our ball cant last in de air long enough be4 it touches the floor... f**k you!) came judging us... AGAIN... n he really got on my nerves... BUT.. all i could do was juz stand there and glare... ptrrzz... forget abt pjk.. i feel so depressed talkin abt it now... after that... was english... pn carol is gone *angels sings* she exploded!! now we have a new teacher... young one ^.^ goodie... BUT... there was this indian teacher.. young also.. but... such a stuck-up... she was in de class also... ishk... sulky lookin fella also... fun-sucker! owh well.. at least we got ze other one... ^.^ so... back from school... tiredz... meh aunt is gonna stay over... so... for these few weeks, my room aint gonna be a personal one... so sad... no privacy... *sniffes* well... that's all

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RKA

2005-07-02T13:12:00.000+08:00

Posting for Thursday... RKA day... Anyway... RKA day was kinda horrible... Brought cameras to school... but got consficated... not mine though... poor grace n sammeh... gonna get a "surat amaran" from de headmistress... WHO'S FAULT IS IT??? *tsk tsk tsk* Took so few pics only... *sniffes* oh well, at least we had a fun for at least 2hrs (only) Then my dad came... Darn Rosdi (stinks... doesnt teach... lazy... always enter de class late after buying pisang goreng!!> wrote a comment "kurang tumpu perhatian dlm kelas, selalu hantar kerja rumah lewat" ! WTF??!!! 1stly, he doesnt teach... not that i didnt pay attention in class... 2ndly, i handed in my hmework late... twice ONLY! notice the word "selalu"... crap la!!! well, at least i didnt get any scolding from any of meh parents ^.^

Well, today... went to IKEA! Saw so many cute furnitures... the designs are superB! AND... saw cute guys there too *wink wink* saw a white fella with blue cap abt 6 feet tall... so cute... charming... then, i asked directions from one of ze workers there... he was good-lookin... i think he's an "imported" worker from bangladesh... but he looks spanish... so cute!!! ahaha... no longer eye-ing on furnitures then... ^.^ ended up buying a pin-up board for my room only. the deco's there r kinda lyk out-dated... well, guess that's all so far...

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yawns

2005-06-27T21:03:00.000+08:00

well... today's de day i suffer... after lack, really lack of sleep... =.= went to school at 7.15a.m. No... i'm not a morning-session-er... librarian duty!!! My head was practically floatin in thin air this mornin... i cant even throw a ball of paper into de dustbin... i missed... 3 times!!! was really really REALLY blurr!!! then, argued with form 4 librarian... senior... for somethin that i didnt do... saying that he walked all de way from block C to block A library... for no reason... "aint my fault! u're the one who's fat and can't take it!!!" =X typical egoistic guy - asshole! after that... had late lunch... actually didnt take breakfast... and got gastric... WTF!!! my day wasnt gettin any better... AND, had to go for assembly... got nagged at by 2 "miang" teachers abt discipline(not only me... everyone else too ^.^)

after that, school started... good thing today didnt study much, if not... i'll juz fall asleep on de desk... and being threaten with a D3 form... argh... screw iT! kinda relaxed for de whole day... thank goodness... everythin seems dull... and blurr... and my head was feeling lighter and LIGHTER by the second... even worse than staying up late for a football/basketball match!! then... WBS came along (after recess... which was a boring time too, surprisingly ya!!!) i took a book "Alexander" (i know, who would wanna read abt boring greek history...) for darn buku nilam thingy... read de front page... and was abt to fall asleep... luckily... sarah (maniac of de class , de sex toy a.k.a vibrator) recommanded to "play" a "game"... 007-bang-arrgh! i was lyk... WTF... i'm sleepy and u want me 2 do somethin' childish?? BUT... ended up... it was fun... coz... i laughed my ass off!!! sammie was so cute when she shouted... ^.^ my day started to lighten up... sadly, WBS was over... then... it was MORAL... pn. hanifah a.k.a "ham-yu-fah" (dunno who gave her that name) anyway.... she spoilt de "fun" feelin... dunno what happened... coz i ponteng with a friend... went in de class late... =D and she was yelling at the whole class for not standing up to wish her... WTF.... sheng li said the students were not to blame coz she was practically "camouflage" with de class wall colour (dull green) lmao... and we stood for a whole 35 mins...

Then... school was over... *jumps arnd lyk a monkey's ass* Well, overall it was a wacky day... Although everythin seems strange to me... PLUS... "thanks" to sue vern... she jinx me! her whole week (or a month) of bad luck of cast onto me!! my bad day... was just begining *jaws effects* and now... i'm gonna sleep lyk a pig... till' late next mornin...

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30 yrs behind... lightyrs ahead!

2005-06-26T18:29:00.000+08:00

Well.... Came back from scouts camp... TIRING!!! ushering aint easy ok!!! u have to walk here and there to usher ppl out to play games... give moral support... and being snapped at de face by visitors who gets irritated when we insisted them to play de games... sheesh... So, i'll juz blog abt yesterday... and today...

Well, yeterday... woke up at 9.30 (yea... i know... late) Then... didnt eat much... munch small amount of food "here n there"... waited for mom to come home... then off to school ("hurrayz" =.=") Mom came home at 2.45, suppose to be at school BY(preferable before... CRAP!) 3.00p.m. I practically rush my ass off... Dont want to do pumping... ok... what happened after that totally blanked outa my mind... *thinkin* nvm... will jump 2 campfire night...

well, this yr's campfire wasnt a REAL success... but, it wasnt THAT bad... So... satisfied "la"! freakin new juniors were... well, lousy... difficult to handle...the campfire started at 8.30 (maybe later... u know... "malaysianz") lots of events... lots of un-supportive ppl also! but, some of them were friendly also... no doubt abt that... *wink wink* the dance part was great!!!

Met lots of CUTE guys while ushering... Untung wei! Shook hands with them... didnt get number though... SAD! while de others were rather unfriendly... and we had 2 give them a BIG smile.. forcing that smile... cursin' them behind their back LoL... mentally tiring task... yesh... we dont juz walk arnd and greet ok...! it's... mentally drillin!

Campfire ended at 12.sumthin ^.^ then... the nightmare begins! Open talk... *screams* we have to sit down in front of de committee members.. and de scouters... Very intense moment... Where there's some scolding and stuffs... while we, de juniors, are STUCK... in between!!! Lots of issues were discussed... a bit of failure here and there, but overall was okay... i think... ANYWAY...Finished at 3.00 A.M...!!! was yawning and restless! Slept at 4.00... unlike some ppl... refused to sleep *death glares* Then... woke up at 7.30a.m. Having heavy eyebags now!!!

And then, we cleared de place... lots of work la... but was all worth it... then... now... i'm here... bloggin... after a 15 mins shower and a "two and a half hrs" nap... ZzZzZz!!! still feelin drowzy... even worse than sleepin at 6.00a.m after watching a football match (ac.milan vs liverpool) !!! ZE END!

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Testin... ^.^

2005-06-09T01:00:00.000+08:00

Well... juz testin my blogg... yes... i'm new in this... ^.^ so, a lil' lost abt what 2 do... cant even upload my own template... yah.. sad aint it??? so, if any1 has any idea how... pls let me know.. thankies!

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yawns